I am exhausted!!!!!
I was too tired to even try a recipe and probably did not have enough carrots but adding flax milk -- I don't know if that is recommended anywhere and a little cashew milk.....!!!!!!!! Wow!!!!
Can you see how exhausted I am -- from PTS -- savage attack at Dr Andrew Fagelman's violence and lies starting with his attack receptionist "Delight" I gained a lot of weight and around my belly -- I don't sleep and I am over eating.
It is Sunday and I commuted hours round trip to visit my Mom -- she is a little confused -- only that she kept talking about getting on the train back to NYC with me -- Mom was born in the Bronx....other than that she was reading her New York Times and pretty good considering.
Despite being exhausted == over exhausted I wanted to try and cook some healthy foods because I have become so lost..... I also watch the film MERU and I hurt so much but if that amazing guy could come back from horrific neck and skull injuries -- some how the film gave me hope.
I love PETA....
PETA is amazing PETA gave me a vegan counselor and he sent me a PETA cook book and besides a pep talk from Keith from PETA, I contacted Dr Joel Fuhrman -- has a cameo in "Vegucated" -- may speak to a social worker at the office of the MD that took over his practice because I am so out of control over eating all from the horror violence lies trauma insomnia.
http://www.amazon.com/Eat-Live-Cookbook-Delicious-Nutrient-Rich/dp/0062286706/ref=pd_bxgy_14_img_2?ie=UTF8&refRID=0GSKSDYP54YJ88VGBKQA
I watched Dr Joel Fuhrman make an eggplant dish --- so cools
....sprinkled cumin and paprika tried to draw a heart...
took left over carrots, small amount of "O" cashew milk, lot of Flax Milk, onions, garlic...
cooked on stove for aprox 7 minutes -- put in blender -- added more flax milk to cook it down
blended -- yum --- put back on the stove to cook a little more....
first ever homemade carrot soup delicious....